Loneliness

Lost

Hopeful

Vicious

Dazed

Spaced

Today I feel unconformable with myself. I don't feel smart nor dumb, not even worthy of a graceful destiny. There doesn't seem to be any particular reason, just... gray weather above me, and lighting storms on the horizon.
"Why should I even bother" I ask myself... well, then again, I have no clue.
A certain thing however, is that I'll keep on idle; at least until a new light sheds on me.
If it takes forever, then I will wait forever.